No. Intrusive thoughts about harm coming to your baby are extremely common in the postpartum period and are actually a recognized symptom of postpartum anxiety and OCD — not a sign that you would ever act on them. In fact, the distress you feel about these thoughts is evidence that they go against everything you value. These thoughts are treatable, and you do not have to suffer through them alone or in silence. Please reach out — this is exactly the kind of thing we are here to help with.